I wrestle with the concept of relaxing.
All day, I’ve only stayed in a idle position for no more than five minutes. Afterwards, I have forced myself to do something productive or towards something bigger.
My bank account, laundry, stories, personal training, dogs, and other things have come into play today or things I’ve put time into.
But I’ve been trying to convince myself to just sit down and enjoy my own company. Meaning, sit down and write or sit down and just read some damn words.
At this exact juncture, I’m truly relaxed without a care in the world.
And it’s sort of nice ( :